I guess it isn't quite summer yet, but I have been very bored lately. It is hard not being mentally stimulated by school. I have been doing the same thing every day, which doesn't involve much. I have way too much time to think about things. It would be good if I could find something that I can do or somewhere to go to that could keep me busy. I'm tired of just going to the same places like Target and the mall and doing the same things like going on the computer and watching TV.
On the upside, I have been painting a lot. It's the one thing that has been calming my mind. I feel like every time I paint I get better and better. I'm thinking about selling some, but I am very attached and it is hard for me to let any of them go. I guess I could part with the older paintings that I have done; the ones that may not be as good.
"What we call the secret of happiness is no more a secret than our willingness to choose life."